I haven’t talked to you in more days than I can count

I used to smile when I saw your name light up my phone

I haven’t thought about you or broken heart

It just can’t start now




Loving you would kill me

But hating you would bury me

I’m not scared of grieving I’m afraid of feeling anything




I saw an ad today for that netflix show you like

You said the funny guy always made you laugh like I did

I can’t think about where we went wrong you’re too far gone now




And I hope that one day if we pass on the street

I’ll look back at you looking right back at me

Maybe You’ll look older and I’ll feel better

And that feels good to me

I don’t wanna live like you’re dead to me